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It's not as if I wasn't expecting this to happen soon but I finally actually banned *myself* from the house_cuddy comm... good riddance.

I also managed to apply to courses at school and people around me generally think I have swineflu. But don't worry I don't. All the coughing makes me cranky, tho.

I think that's about it. Hope you're alright f-list.


Oh. My. God. I don't want to be rude but I think the new house_cuddy layout is horrible. It's pink. How am I supposed to read it? It hurts my fucking eyes!!!!!!!! I'm not questioning the amazing editing skills of the maker of the banner but a pink layout??? Jesus H. Christ! PINK. GAH. LIKE A FUCKING NURSERY. But you know tastes differ and all that jizz and I'm not a nazi to force my opinion on everyone but it physically hurts my eyes. It keeps me from reading the community itself! Well, all the better, some would say...


Why do people have to be mean on the internet?
And why do I have to go to university?
And why do I have to be so pathetic and weak and basically just incapable of doing anything right ever?
I really want to kill myself now. What's the point of living if there wasn't a single productive thing you ever did in your life?
I don't know what to do. I'm just so useless. I hate myself. I want it to be over.

me loves lj

Have I mentioned I fucking love livejournal?

Just yesterday I thought I'd break my rule of not reading any slash fanfic that includes characters of a show who are really really really not slashy. To be precise: J.D. and Cox from Scrubs. So I'm like... if I put jd_cox into google surely NOTHING will come up. Because how random is the phrase jd_cox? It isn't even a phrase it's just a jumble of letters and a _. Boy was I wrong.

The first site that came up was the J.D./Cox comm on lj. I found that totally epic and forgot about the way I found it. But just now I was watching CSI and Nick and Greg were in a scene together that wasn't even slashy AT ALL. But I was like... I'm gonna just test this little theory I developed last night. I put it into google and there the fuck it is. The nick_greg community.



May. 13th, 2009

Nonononononononononononononononono. NOT. AGAIN.
How I hate fandom. I really just fucking hate it. I GOT INTO A FUCKING PATHETIC WANKERY CATFIGHT AGAIN.
Sure fandom is full of lovely people but really, they just don't make up for bullshit like this.

I'm getting out of fandom again. I promise. Come next september I'm done with the community. With spoilers, foilers (I don't even know what the fuck those are), fucking writers (I don't ever want to know what writer wrote what House episode again - I DICK ON THE FUCKING WRITERS), promos (for all the Huddy fans... WHO SUCKED IT) whatever. JUST. DONE. WITH. IT. I'm tired of these stupid little games of pulling each other's pigtails and then playing mommy and telling everybody off.

Fandom. is. ridiculous.


Yo, bitches. Everybody lies.

The American Apparel size chart does lie big time! Fortunately I decided to buy the smaller size WHICH FITS LIKE A DREAM. NBCUNIVERSAL and FedEx on the other hand are most honest, it seems. I love the both of them. And I'm probably the happiest person in the world at the moment. Cheers! :)


Feb. 27th, 2009

ajj annyira bennem van egy huddy fic de egyszerűen nincs erőm megírni bazzeg pedig kurvára bennem van. ahogy egy taxisofőrről olvastam a gun sellerben eszembe jutott vmi nagyon feelinges téma de most már kurvára le vagyok fáradva és nem fogom tudni megírni ma holnap meg lehet hogy már nem lesz meg az ihlet borzalom. le kell feküdnöm nehéz lesz a holnap :(:(:(:(:( kék mutatott valami spanyol őrületet kurvajó kb radiohead http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KG2Hw9E3nqk írtó jó najó megyek mert kifordulok a saját számon ásítás közben de bazzeg. MEG KELL ÍRNOM. ÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁÁ

bazzeg marisa tomei van a ments meg-ben. <3


Writer's Block: Seven

Which of the seven deadly sins—sloth, greed, lust, gluttony, anger, envy, and pride—are you most likely to commit?
I had to look up some of them in the dictionary, because being a devoted ateist, I don't know what the seven deadly sins are. So I'm most likely to commit, because I've already done so...

Sloth - all the way. I only know a small number of people who avoid work more efficently than me but they are at least resourceful in the way they avoid work, so props for them.
Greed - well I certainly love money, have very little money and would do a lot of thing for money. But I also would love to share that money if I had it so I don't know where that leaves me.
Lust - <3.
Gluttony - I can't say I eat too much. I love good food and I love to prepare it. But I don't eat anything and everything without thought.
Anger - I can send my best friend to hell in a few sharp, colorful words and regret it immediately. I'm most likely to commit this sin and I'm very sad about it.
Envy - this too. Seriously. I'm. Going. To. Hell. I'm very keen on envy and talking shit about people I envy but I also feel how pathetic it is so I think that's punishment enough.
Pride - I don't overdo that. I think pride is important and it's not sinful. You can be proud in a hurtful way towards others but being too humble and refusing credit for the hard work you've done is just stupid.

I think I commit 4 out of 7 on a daily basis.

Real life = school and my health are a nightmare. Maybe I'll elaborate about it later. But now I promised some icons for luciddreamer326 . They are from the time when Melina, Carmine and Hill from CSI:NY were in ET's photobooth. They are not so good but they make up for that with cuteness!!!

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